My Life..

aku pening memikirkn idup skrg..
to0 many things 2 think..
especially part mohon master..
i dont like 2 mohon actually..
it is really pressure me..
my parent told everybody that i'm going for master..
igt aku nk jd lecturer ke ape..
da r mate aku neh nk knal org pn ssh..
at least bgla aku keje dlu 6bln..
biar aku tawu ape rase 2 keje..
skrg ni aku kne mntk referee report..
kne g kb..
i never thought g sana lg..
jumpa blk lecturer2..
sbb nk mntk report 2 je..
ps2 kne tulis autobiography essay 3000 words..
sape nk tulis kt aku mende neh?
aku sendiri pn da xbape igt sejak kerosakan mata yg teruk neh..
mata yg rosak neh buat aku lupe sume..
lupe memori.. lupe birthday org.. lupe diri..
mcm mane nk tulis psl diri sendiri..
ps2 ble aku btau mak aku hal neh..
die kata, wt essay 2..
kueh raye xyah jual..
laaa...
aku nk duet laaaaaaaaaaa...
sape nk bg aku free2 rm1000 skrg kalo aku xjual kueh raye?
mak aku? bapak aku?
xde sape la wehh...
abes mane aku nk cekau duet?
duet blanje pn sikit gle aku dpt..
mcm xdpt je..
aku nk mntk keje, aku terikat dgn jpa..
so kne tgu abes konvo br die nk bg keje..
tp da kne suro smbung master...
mane nk dpt duetnyeeeee..
arghhhhhhhhhh...
i dont like this lifeeeeeee.........
cry cry cry..
let it out..

Sakit Ati PArt 2...

i dont understand why this happen secara tiba2 lately.. did i do something wrong before this? do i to0 trust pe0ple? aku da mule tkut dgn bisnes internet ni.. gle3..

first cardigan aku.. i paid up rm20 last week 2june 2009.. then owner said nk anta esknye (3 june).. however till now (10 june 2009) aku xnmpk cardigan 2 smpi.. myspes die xpnah2 on da.. aku xde contact number die.. ok 2 first thing happen 2 me sejak aku terlibat dlm dunie e bisnes ni..

second aku ade beli shawl kt sorg ni kt blog.. i paid up rm30 for that.. then suddenly die mailed aku kate die just open poser blogshop utk byr utang die.. nnt die byr blk duet aku katenye. skrg aku konfius gle.. brg ade ke x ni?

skrg suar lak.. suar 2 aku tgu smpi esk je ps2 da kire... i dont know wut to say.. huu..

skrg aku konfius sgt.. slh siape ni.. ape ptut aku buat.. am i to0 fo0l to believe all pe0ple.. aku da mule rase cm nk maki dh ni.. tp ape gune aku maki.. tmbh dose aku je.. rase cm nk nanges.. tp mcm wt pnat otak aku je.. aku xtau nk wtpe.. skrg aku btol2 kecewa dgn apa yg jd.. hati aku yg bebunga2 riang nk tgu brg2 2 smpi da jd nightmare bg aku.. skrg ni.. yg plg aku nk adalah shawl tuu!! bodohlaa... haa... kn.. i start crying now.. nape nasib aku mcm ni... somebody.. help me.. wut should i do..

Sakit Atii...

br lps gado secara x lgsung dgn ajun.. oh Transformer.. napela ko merumitkn keadaan.. napela ko muncul slps beberape ari km jumpa nnt.. ke slh aku plan timing xbtol.. ni sbb sume org nk ikut jgak neh yg bole wt aku plih tarikh 2.. rase cm nyesal.. cm xmo pegi mlk skrg.. xyah aku ssh2 pk nk wtpe, blanje brape, menyusahkn org dll.. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh gerammmmmmmmmnyeeee...

Streeeeesssssss!!!!!!!!

Nadal lose the game!! quite frustrated.. stressssssss glerrrrrrrrrrrr... first time aku tgk nadal xsmpi final.. quarterfinal pn xsmpat nehh... haishhhh... xpe nadal.. u have done the bestt till the end game!! revenge for the fallen next timeee!!!

Ari Pulang Suda Dekat..

huhuhu.. esk da betolak pulang.. tp g cuti2 dlu.. mule2 kt phg ps2 g ganu n lastly klate.. kire2 smpi klate 30hb la.. yg den xpuas ati.. si nadiah neh blk 3hb! aiyo... aku tau la range mendftr 30hb - 4hb, tp xlehla aku lame2 becuti.. aku rase, mesti sume org wt cm nadiah gak.. uhuhu.. xpela, xlame dh kt klate neh.. huhuhu.. *sdey2* tp nnt dok lame2 kt klate? huh.. apa akan aku wt.. kne wt list neh..

THINGS TO DO BEFORE NADIAH BALIK:

1. kemas dapur

2. mop lantai

3. basuh bilik air

4. kemas bilik

5. bersih sawang

6. beli brg dapur

7. lain2 [jalan2?]

haha.. list hebat dr aku.. jap2 nk kire bape ari nadiah xde kt umah time aku blk dh.. 30hb, 31hb, 1, 2, 3...uihhh... 5 arii.. lame 2!!! nk cut lg jgakk!! xpe2.. rezeki skrg xde.. nnt2 ade la.. huhu..

neway thx 2 shazana sbb die nk blk 30hb mlm.. kaulah teman setia ku.. hahaha.. kite jln2 ye nnt shazana? ngehehehe...

Huu...

semlm 23hb.. aku jart jatt n oni g piknik... aku mandi.. sronokk.. jatuh gedebushh! tp aku tetap x sejuk.. huhu.. demam dahsyat ke aku neh... ps2 da 5 ari termasuk aku xleh tdo... gle tol... aku pn xphm nape aku jd cani.. 2 ari da aku mkn pil tdo.. mmg gile..
back 2 cite semlm.. lps mandi2, g maen lyg2 kt umah jatt... best2.. hehe.. tp skrg lyg2 ade kt oni.. huhu.. tetgl.. xpela beli len.. huhu.. then send jart blk umah sbb mau dating2 lak.. ps2 g cs nyanyi2, tgk wyg.. haha aktiviti sblom pulang ke kg halaman maseng2... i mean, tmpt blaja maseng2.. hehe.. yg xthn, aku leh g shoping bju giordano! aiyo.. ps2 mlm 2 dpt tau oni dpt kampus mane.. xpuas ati aku n oni ble tau die dpt mlk jgak.. huh.. tp xpela.. rezeki ade kt situ.. huhu.. goodluck sume org utk idup maseng2!

Final Semester : Coming So0n!

huhu.. arini 14hb.. 26hb aku da betolak pulang.. means that 11 days left 2 njoy.. tidakkkk! kehidupan lebey mencabar akan bermule x lame lg... tidakkk!! huhu.. da la tjuk research maseh x ketahuan lg.. aiyoyoyo.. ade sesape leh bg idea utk aku wt research nnt? huhu..

He left me..

again..

Makan Free Day Plak!

agaga... arini mmg bengong.. aku ajak oni as mak aku xnmp nk bwk blk ble da abes dinner nnt.. aku ajak deea, jart n jatt jgak but diorg ade hal masing2 la.. so oni je la yg ik0t.. yg si jart neh tetibe lak msg aku pg 2 nk ikut mkn free kalo ade changes dlm hal die but as aku btau nk g pkul 5, die pn xjd la plak.. huhu... hal 2 mcm complicated je... neway ps2 g la amek oni kt umah die... da naik hi way sume, ps2 tetibe sesat... agaga... aku cume igt simpang nk msuk sunway carnival je, simpang nk g sbrg jaya mane aku igt... huuu... memule sesat kt bagan ajam... ps2 terlajak lak g bandar perda... adoiyaii... nk sruh g bandar perda ke? hee... dhla jln jammed sbb org abes keje.. last2 smpi kt sunway carnival mall pkul 640 kot.. sunway carnival? jln2 dlu sblum mkn... kekeke.. arituh rmai sgt org kt situ... memule xphm gak nape.. rupenye ade org kawen kt sunway carnival 2 ps2 ade artis mane ntah dtg... rmai gle cine kt situ... tgk artis terkenal yg kitorg xknal.. oni keje xpuas ati sbb xtau sape artis cine 2.. hahaha... neway mak aku kate nk tgl je aku sbb asek slh bg arahan.. huhu.. sori mak..

lps magrib kt sunway carnival mall, kitorg pn gerakla g sunway hotel yg ltaknye kt blkg sunway carnival mall. bkn btol2 blkg tp blkgla kirenye.. smpi2 kt situ kne g duduk meja no 1... meja isteri VIP n anak2 kne dok situ... huhu.. pakcik Nordin pn kne asing meja g meja VIP.. meja waiters servekn... huh.. ble time mkn, aku n Oni mule wt keje yg baekkkkk punyaaaaa.. mulela nk angkut mcm2 mknn... hahaha.. sume angkut.. last2 xabes... rugi lak rasenye xbwk blk... huu.. still thinking the brownies... huuu...

neway dkt abes majlis 2 aku x puas ati sbb xdpt cabutan bertuah.. spatutnye sume dpt, tp aku rase ade misunderstanding neh... aku pny no 6, maybe org yg bace 2 g bace '9' 2x! huh! xpuas ati! aku x puas ati smpi aku ptuskn belon yg terikat kt kusi... huh.. ps2 brooch mak aku dpt pn tetgl jgakkk... mcm2... xde rezeki btol.. naseb baek bwk blk satu hamper... kalo x sedey aku terlampau!

Geramm!!

Asal internet so lembab r skrg neh? beg0k bt0l la! aku nk upl0ad gmbr pn lmbt loading.. dhla aku tgh gune skrg neh sorg je.. kotla ade org len share gne wireless 2.. beng0ng2.. sket2 aku kne off modem... arini da 5 kali kot aku off modem... xkn nk wt cm2 je.. ade satelit meletup ke kt angkasaaaaaaaaaa?????????????

My Life...

my life isnt like others.. always vice versa with other people.. when i am sad, others are in happiness.. but when i am happy, others may living in sadness... and then make me come back to sadness... i dunno know y... maybe i'm just a girl who Allah give happiness for her study life..
yeah... maybe i'm not able to jolly2 like other people... hanging around wif frends like others.. maybe i let myself like that too.. maybe...
hmm... rite now i feel like i just do things on my own.. nothing really special in my life rite now... maybe becoz at the last time i've got quite excellent result for my last semester n shortkos...
its ok then.. life is fair actually.. that's only certain people cannot think broaden, as they may dont want to or they r just like that.. people that will think its not fair just like drug addict, problematic people n many more... as they dont think wut good n bad things they have done n got..
for this while, i can take some rest from my study... which will start all over again this sunday... huu... almost the time..
actually i love to live in kelantan... dlu2 xmo dtg lgsung.. now i feel so good live in kelantan.. this maybe becoz i am 'very' far from other people n kt ceruk mane ntah.. i dont think people care about me at all..
life is much pressure.. when we sad or happy it will come.. during sad, of course it comes.. during happy, i will think about other people feelings... they may not happy like me... thaT'S y my life always in sadness.. huu..
so this is my life...